maybe it’s because i am trying to write a disturbing account i had for creative writing and i am just overwhelmed by a tsunami of insecurities. i just need to let this out. i am good don’t worry about me and it will be doing me a great favour if you ignore what i have typed. thank you.
no wonder the people in school don’t care to play with me they are already so zai and they’ve done so many things with their lives already look at their portfolios and i am still cooped up in my room feeling great sense of accomplishment from doing my homework please people are illustrating websites for companies and interning in bigshot design companies what am i doing with my life but it’s not like i’m not doing anything i am putting in so much effort every day okay maybe it’s because i don’t wanna be like them but who am i kidding please don’t i want the whole world to see my drawings but i don’t wanted to get into corporate where everyone is so critical and judgmental and scaaaaary and i can predict that i will hate it even before i enter okok chill chill peishi you can work on polishing your work first we’ll see what you can do with a good portfolio okok don’t worry just continue with work first okkkkkkkkkkkkk
I haven’t been here lately because I went somewhere else to play.